A wind gently caressing the ground.
Fall.
A season, of color and coldness.
So much beauty, The ripples on the water.
Created by the force of wind itself.
Leaves, flying around, creating beautiful patterns across the grass.
Should we call this a season of loneliness, a season, where people realize what may be inside them and the feelings they hide.
Is this a season of discoveries, where people, get to know who they really are.
Should we realize and accept all the feeling that we keep inside, that keep us war, are only there for just that cause, or will we get to the end that its the way its going to be, of how we feel towards someone.
Maybe this doesn't make any sense, maybe it wasn't intended to do such either, Maybe this is just a text, written by the mind of a thinker, wanting to write his thoughts down.
There are so much we can think about. So many things that we hide from ourselves and everyone else. Do we want them to listen. do we want them to understand?
Or is this just a battle against ourselves.
4 Seasons...
Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring.
Heat, Rain, Snow and Blossom.
Summer..
Where thr warmth, the sunlight, bring people together.
Fall...
When everything collapses..the depressing season...
Winter....
When one realizes how alone one are, making everything worse.
Spring....
When everything starts again, where we have learned from our experiences, When we do our best to find someone to be with throughout the year.
THoughts of a madman.
What do we have to depend on, what keeps our minds going, What makes us live, and want to live the life we are given.
Is it all just a choice, something that we choose ourself, that define who we are, shape us and control us.
Is it beauty or grotesque?
Religion, what is it?
Is it just another way of controlling the masses, keeping rebellion at stake?
BUt what if it fails, what if everything it protects us from triggers, will it cause chaos, Will it show everyone what we all are made off?
Does it spring our deeper thoughts, freedom to hour mind?
Nature, gives us life, make us live another day, show us what we fear, make us prevent the causes, the shaping of the fearful ways we have, let us protect you from what we create.
Save you.
You give us life, we take the life.
Stop all that madness, let us care for that lie, give it the care it deserve, It isn't just my world, its a world shared between a-lot of living creatures, we all have to learn to live together, care for each-other.
Its what is best for all of us, to learn how to cooperate, to share everything.
Its a Socialistic way, but its probably what’s best for all of us, all at the same terms and grounds, no upper or lower class.
Share alike I say, share alike.
ENd of it all.
Emptiness, loss of moments and thoughts.
Everything I once stood for, lost and gone, lost in the vast ocean of thoughts and minds.
Should i open myself up and share it al with the masses give up all my privacy, all my mysteries.
Tell all my lies, how many hearts I’ve broken by the words uttered, words always meant to not hurt. But in the end...they do.
Protecting a lie, keeping the hopes up..
HONESTY! WHERER DID YOU GO, WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE, IM STANDING AT YOUR DOORSTEP, LET ME IN, TEACH ME YOUR WAYS, TEACH ME THE WAYS OF HONESTY.
Hahahhahahahha
Madness, Isn’t it all just madness, another way to be controlled, to give EVERYTHING AWAY
Isn't it just like a DISEASE, that ROTS us from the INSIDE OUT.
Leaving us with our empty and worthless shells.
Im alone, in the deepest pit of all, the darkness is surrounding me, No other soul in my vicinities...Heh
I once thought i saw the light, but it was just more pain and suffering caused by lies.
Why must it be so hard to find someone to trust these days.
Outside the door of trust, you have the people of the world, with all the pain around, it makes it hard to trust. and that is right, the loss of trust is a followup to this, its good and bad, people doesn't put in more trust into people. to keep themselves safe, but it also hurts them to not be trusted, its ALWAYS SO HARD, WHY MUST IT BE SO HARD!
PLEASE PEOPLE. LISTEN.
Waiting for the sun to awaken from its slumber, to awake and spread the warm light of a brand new day, fill our hearts with warmth.
Treasure the first moments of a brand new day.
What is better than waking up but the soft touches of the rays of the sun and a gentle kiss from the one you love over everything.å
Those first moments of a brand new day is what opens you up, declares your emotions into a shape, and a feeling.
Do we ever want to let moments like that pass? To let these things go unnoticed.
It is not worth such an ending. its worth the ending anyone, everything should get.
Its too late sometimes to just let everything go, and forget. Its never to late to realize mistake, to make your guild and hate turn into amazing feelings for someone you deeply love.
But what does all this feelings, all these thoughts create for someone that is alone, doesn't it just prepare or a long time of being alone, to be cold, wake up alone and just realize and just think of where everything went wrong.
What went wrong, where did one take that faulty step that ended up destroying something that could have turned out to be a life full of compassion instead of a life full of desertion.
Sunset..
Sunrise.
4 Seasons...
Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring.
Heat, Rain, Snow and Blossom.
Summer..
Where the warmth, the sunlight, bring people together.
Fall...
When everything collapses..the depressing season...
Winter....
When one realizes how alone one are, making everything worse.
Spring....
When everything starts again, where we have learned from our experiences, When we do our best to find someone to be with throughout the year.
Something that I’ve said once, but maybe its not always like that, maybe there is sometimes changes to everything, the time when you find someone or something that can make your throughts about this change,
Hopefully change the whole message with the 4 seasons, someone to be with through it all, through rain and dusk, and all kind of storms.
Someone to be with, to feel compassion and closeness the whole year around. Or maybe that is too much to ask.
But its maybe...probably to hard to find that person, to find a person that can be there through everything, someone that is always there, caring and listening.
To much to ask perhaps..But always something one can long for, something to hope for.
And A common mistake I notice from way to many during these days is on just how many focuses on the looks of people, not on how they are, how they act.
Too Few spend time to get to learn someone, Once you get to learn someone you will learn how they really are, how much they really care, how much they listen or just ho much they are in for their own gain.
Heh.
Its amazing how far into the mind you can get when you are concentrated, away from it all, not listening, not looking at the people around, when you are in your own world..
But maybe that is something that also destroys, being in your own world for too long, away from the voices from others..away from their faces, their smiles.
And..
Just notice how someone around you for so long, but always in the shade can move into the light, make you notice that person..and everything you have missed..everything you in the latter time now regret missing..
...Indescribable
Everything..Just everything about me indescribable..To sit here, open up my head, write just everything down, everything I one feel, what I think, just everything.
To be able to do such a thing, when its so hard to just walk up to someone and say such a simple thing as “Hi”, mabe all I am is just afraid, that Im afraid of doing anything wrong, or afraid of showing myself, showing that Im there. Its so hard, why is it so hard to just open up..why do I live in the shade, cant I take a step out, a step out where you are, where they are...where almost everyone are. Is it s hard to ...
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